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FR + Revelation (+ Pictures ;)) :: My game then, my game now

When I first started this blog, I began with a candid review of who I
am, my beliefs, and my "game" style. This was right after the girl whom
I called Claire stopped interacting with me. Since I took down my old
posts (which was mostly out of stupid paranoia of getting found out) I
will briefly recap the situation.

May of 2005 I did some of my first real sarging in Saddle Ranch,
Hollywood. It was there I met Dreamweaver (from "The Game") and the now
famous Sin, now lead instructor of Mystery Method. During that night I
naturally opened a girl and she was instantly attracted and started
flirting with me right away. This is when I noticed forcing stock
routines while naturally vibing is so counter productive, as I tried to
kino test her and she was like "uhhh what are you doing" So I dropped my
game shit and just had fun.

Anyway, by 2AM I tried to venue change her to Mel's Drive-In, but her
friend, Rivva, cock-blocked me and that was that. Her friend Rivva did
not like me one bit.... back then. I got Claire's number and called her
a few times, on and off for the next month or so. She led me on and it
frustrated me, which led to me starting this blog and really trying to
figure out game and journal my personal lessons and revelations.

Fast forward to about October of 2006, I get an instant message from
Claire out of the blue and we just start talking again. I still do not
know how she got my AIM name, but I assume I told her awhile ago or
something. Anyhow, she IM's me and tells me about what she is up to and
we just chat, but it is a totally different vibe. I am not chasing,
needy, or anything. I am just chilling, having conversations with her,
talking to her about various dates I have been on and asking for female
advice on this or that. (Note, she also has a boy friend at this point,
so whatever.) Occasionally we'll flirt over AIM or I'd play "teacher"
and explain shit to her, but I'd always end the vibe and conversation
and leave to do something else. I'd also be unavailable a lot, so I'd
get an IM from her and wouldn't respond for hours (I don't usually do
this intentionally, but it is the same effect).

Fast forward again to January of 2007, she breaks up with her boy
friend, an apparent "clean and mutual break up" according to her and she
wants to visit me and check out the bars I hop to in West LA/Santa
Monica. I tell her sure and she comes with Rivva. The same Rivva who
cock blocked me and overtly didn't like me in May 2005.

First my good friend and solid wing man Ozzy comes over and we pick up a
some Whole Food Burritos and just chill on it, then play a little online
poker. The girls call and say they are coming but can't find parking, so
I let them into my garage and they go into the landlords spot (which
means we have to move the car before 7AM). I hug both of them hello and
since its raining and I take them up the stairs with my umbrella and we
go inside where I got the heat on. They seem a bit nervous at first, but
that is okay, I don't except them to be jumping up and down just yet,
but they will soon...

I make both of them a black russian: 2 shots of vodka and kahlua each.
Man, it was a stiffy haha! I put on some Pearl Jam and we smoked a
little hookah. The vibe is still a bit slow, but I just ignore it and
keep talking and laughing till we finish our drinks and we head over to
"Q's Billiards" in Santa Monica. After the car ride, the vibe picks up
and we are really chillin, talking about whatever and just keeping the
night alive... I notice other girls are eying me too, but I don't act on
it, I still have a guilty feeling toward jealous plot lines.

We get inside and I order all 4 of us tequila... but fuck that was $9 a
shot! After tip I am already down $40, not cool. Note to self: DO NOT
BUY SHOTS! Pick a different venue! In retrospect it is debatable with
buying shots for chicks, but since they are my friends, came out to see
me and hang out, I felt it would be cool to do this. IOW: I got a
positive feeling doing this, and I follow my good vibes in these social
situations.

Anyway, we make our way up stairs as every table is taken and the place
is jammed pack. Now, here is where the fun starts. We get a little seat
near some pool tables and sit down and talk randomness. At one point, I
do the "Claw routine" on her. Now for those of you who haven't heard of
the claw routine, it surpasses all others. It is the routine of
routines, as I have taken a girl from opening, to claw, to full closing
in 4-10 micro-hours with this claw routine (Beat that Mysteray!). The
cube does not stand up to it.

Okay, enough fucking with my readers! The claw is that thing from "Liar
Liar" the movie where Jim Carey acts like his hand is an unstoppable
claw and he messed with his son. I took the claw and starting messing
with Claire and it was fucking hilarious. She was like "haha where is
that from, I know it is from somewhere!" And I tell her she has to
guess. Eventually I say "if you can't get it in 3 guesses, you have to
buy me a drink!" she gives up and buys me a drink, cool. Then I keep
pulling her leg and say "Here I will give a clue, and if you can figure
out from the clue, I will kiss you!" so I give her the clue [It
has 2 words, both start with an "L" and both are the same...] and she is
like "Liar liar! Haha I knewww that" then I kiss her right on the lips!
Just a quick peck, but then she leans into me again and gives me another
big kiss. Nice, and we return to our friends.

Meanwhile, Rivva is having an amazing time, hooking up a bit with Ozzy
(whom is doing an excellent job as a wing man pre-occupying the
obstacle). Rivva then starts telling me "Omg this is the best time ever!
You are the BEST host ever!" and then she sits on my lap while Claire is
on my other lap. Fucking crazy, 2 girls. Big Pimpin eh?

Problem #1 arises. You see, Rivva herself doesn't have great inner game
(I can sense it...) and she gets another shot on tequila... BAD IDEA.
Ozzy even called it, he said "Make sure they don't drink anymore or the
night is over" Ozzy is a smart man and I agreed with him, but too late.
Those girls got themselves more Tequila... (what a powerful drink)..

Anyway, Rivva says she wants more hookah and tells me how great of a
host I am again. All right cool. We go back to our place, meanwhile I am
in the back seat with Claire, kissing her and kinoing her a lot. Get
back to my place. First the 2 girls hit the bathroom and me and Ozzy
chat. Ozzy says he is going to pull Rivva in the bathroom and hook up
with her there, caveman style which buys me time and lets Ozzy have an
easy lay. Nice. But Ozzy did recommend we just start some hookah, just
as a prop... but:

Problem #2, never, EVER do hookah with drunk, dumb chicks around. I
burned some coal, got it ready, then when we were about to sit down
Rivva fucking yanks the tube over to her and the hookah fucking falls.
Her fat ass just lays on the couch while she sucks the tube, which is
not connected to anything mind you, while BURNING coals are melting my
carpet! In my brain, I am tripping out and very pissed as water is
everywhere along with ash and very dangerous coals. I pick up the coals
very calmly with tongs, rest the hookah up, put the coals back on the
hookah (as its the only safe place to put a 1000 degree object) and put
the entire setup in the corner and say "Hookah is over.. we can't do it
while Rivva is like this"

Whatever, I fixed the situation. Ozzy then pulled Rivva into the
bathroom so fast I didn't even notice it. It was the perfect opportunity
too. Anyway, I take Claire by the hand and bring her into my room with
my new Full size bed with (polyester) fur, lavender comforter. (I
thought the comforter would be blue when I bought it, but instead it
looks like pimpin purple haha).

She sits on my bed, I sit on my chair. We talk and vibe, then I get up
and go on top of her and we start hooking up lightly, just kissing a
bit... then I play the 3-Mice game with her! For those of you who don't
yet know, 3-Mice is where I tell her "There are 3 mice, one is blind,
the other mute, the other deaf and dumb. Now these mice crawl up your
arm and ALLL you have to do is say 'stop' and the mice will stop. K?
Cool, now here we go" Now of course, you stop when she says stop...
except with the deaf mouse haha, I ended up marking her all the way to
her tits but she acted like nothing, just laughed (Later that night and
morning, it was kind of a funny state break. She was like "uhhhgg what
the fuck, when did you do this!? I honestly don't remember!"

Meanwhile Ozzy is in the bathroom and I'm not sure exactly what
happened, but apparently he got Rivvas pants off but she "passed out" or
blacked out or something. She ended up sitting on the toilet over my
trash can, not puking but just drooling or something (no, I'm not
joking. She spits, drools, and everything). I kinda felt relieved for
Ozzy as now he doesn't have to deal with her, she is passed out.

Anyway, I am really digging Claire, she is such a sweet girl with a nice
kiss and soft touch. Only problem is: she just broke up with her
boyfriend and she is afraid I look at her as a "whore" as she put it.
Now I have to say, Claire has a dirty, dirty tongue and can joke about
being a "Ho" or whatever, she is such a funny girl. I get to sucking on
her boobies, but when I try to take her shirt off, SCREEEETCHing halt.
Nothing. She says "no no no no" and I just stop too, hold her, and tell
her I understand. Then I get up and check email (classic freeze out)
while I turn on the light.

Clair tells me she doesn't want me to think shes a "slut" even though I
made out with her all the way in May of 2005. Okay, I understand. I then
qualify her hard (mind you, these are real qualifiers) I tell her
"Listen, you are honestly one of the coolest girls I know, you are so
fucking funny. Most girls have a shitty sense of humor, but you honestly
crack me up" and on and on. This is all real by the way, its the reason
I like her, I also think she is a little cutie.

We hook up again, but still can't get past the shirt, Oh well.

Back to Rivva... She passes out on my couch, pantsless. Ozzy says he is
going to just bail and thats that. Ozzy, thanks for coming! I soon
realize, where are Rivva's keys?! I need to move her fucking car out of
the landlords garage spot before 7AM and I want to sleep, as I have work
tomorrow! We all look everywhere... everywhere. In my pants, in their
purses, Claire tried to wake up Rivva, but she was unresponsive and just
hit Claire when she nudged. I mean come on, couldn't she just say "what
is it" would she not respond to a fire!? I go outside and retrace all
our steps, in the bitter cold and nothing. After what feels like 30
minutes, Claire finds that the keys where UNDER Rivva! They were fucking
under her! Omg, isn't that at least a little uncomfortable??

So wheeew, I move Rivva's car and that is that. Me and Clair go back to
my bed, we spoon, cuddle then pass out. This girl is a real cutie. Well,
at like 7AM or something, Rivva wakes up and is very cold, whoops...
forgot she needed a blanket. Sigh, Claire feels bad for her and she at
first fucks with me and tries to take my comforter to give to Rivva. No
way haha. I offer her some towels, but eventually Rivva gets in bed with
me and Claire and so ensued an actual awkward 3-some. Hehe my first 3
some. Truth is, I just wanted to share these moments with Claire as our
first time spending the night together. But we gotta have compassion for
Rivva as she was cold... so I felt a little bit out of place and after
like 30 minutes of just laying there while Rivva and Claire poked each
other and laughed... I say "So... we leavin soon?" And they bust out
laughing like "okay okay you want us to go, okay okay"... they must have
read my mind.

I guess it really came out bad haha. We get breakfast at whole foods and
that is that. Started at whole foods, ended at whole foods.

Rivva is 24 and acts like an immature 16 year old. Claire is funny, cute
and charming but she has her immature dumbass side too. All in all, this
really shows me how powerful the game is, and how good game trumps all
(except maybe cocaine and money) Although I didn't fuck Claire, I know I
would never have gotten this far and orchestrated this 2 years ago. Just
not possible. The game flows through our lives



EDIT: Sorry, I gotta remove the pictures, Me and Claire are getting closer. Right now we are somewhere between a Fuck Buddy and a real relationship. I wouldn't feel right if I put my girlfriend on the internet as a trophy or some crap like that haha.

I need to update this blog with the latest going on, I have just been bogged down with Midterms, Projects, and Finals. Electrical Engineering can be a biatch at times.

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